Monday, 30 November 2009
21:45
My G705 is dead.
The sliding screen has been cut off from the keypad, and i can no longer control my phone.
I mean, the wire connecting the two screens is broken.
Regrettably just when i started work, she had to die. So it almost feels like I'm working for her. She's been with me for less than a year and this had to happen. She was pretty great.
So I switched back to my Ex which is still in top shape even after 3 whole years. Impressive, yes she is, she was what convinced me I had to stay loyal to S.E phones. K530i 还是比较辣。
God Bless the turtles released to the reservoir.
Notes before I sleep: WHAT THE HELL SUDDENLY YONGKANG IS IN THE SAME JOB AS ME.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Sunday, 29 November 2009
00:24
The alluring silence....
Lying in bed,
Looking forward,
Up at the ceiling,
in this serene saturday night.
哎，不知道还剩下多少时间。明天，是否就是假期的最后一天？
星期一可能就要开工了。第二次尝试工作，但心-总好像还有什么放不下。
当初，说好要弹钢琴。
当初，说好要锻炼身子。
当初，说好要学好烧菜。
结果，没弹钢琴。
结果，只练了六，七天左右。
结果，还是只会烧简单的东西。
结果，时间还是不够。
我还蛮失败的，
说到底---人气和帅气好像就是我的特征吧。
是真的吗？还是我自己的幻想？我也不晓得。
曾有人说过："如果你失败，我算什么？"
好啦好啦，大家一起失败ok?
到了初院，一定要参加自己喜欢的课外活动，当上领袖，取得优越成绩。一定要比现在更享受人生。其他的，改天才打算。反正，不要比现在一样失败就是了。
现在：祈求上天保佑， 成绩好一点。 目标：如果能保持7个或以上的A1，才选择 来/华 初。
那么就是选择陪他，或陪他们咯。
本人朋友多，知己。。。没几个。有空，就打通电话联络一下感情吧。
好像现在，好想接听她的电话。
躺在床上，
望着天花板，
望着窗外的夜空，
检查一下安静的手机，
在这宁静，星期六的夜晚。
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Thursday, 26 November 2009
00:38
In my opinion, chalet was fun. I had lots if laughs and I'm sure many of them who went enjoyed themselves one way or another.
However, I am in no mood currently to elaborate of the chalet because I am extremely pissed off about something else.
It really is unfathomable how some people can just enjoy their holidays and neglect their responsibilities. Some people believe that by earning promises from other people to help out WHENEVER they can, other people can help out WHENEVER there is practice.
Certain people, helpless though they are, refuse to call for help-until today.
Today is really a nice day. A calm night, or rather a quiet morning. In the past, people complained about being unable to communicate with other people. So day and night, they racked their brains to come up with technology to solve that problem. Solved the problem they did, now they could call up anybody at anytime,
then new problems were created.
They grew tired and afraid of communication. So, they rather rely on something even faster, something even better: Telepathy. Through telepathy, they were able to transmit information to the other party instantaneously. It was so quick, it was so miraculous, they got addicted to it. Yet, this method was prone to fail.
And when it did, it was called an assumption.
So all the while certain people and some people used telepathy to contact other people. It became an assumption. So until today, certain people finally realised that it was more pragmatic ro rely on the LESS EFFICIENT technological advances.
They contacted other people and said " Our pants are burning. We mean, our pants were burning"
So other people knew that certain people were in trouble, but it was too late to help.
Or was it? So now, Other people, who had other plans for the vacation, is bogged down by the worry that certain people now had no pants to wear.
Everything IS in a mess and even the smartest of man would find this a tough knot to untie.
Do you ever feel chained to the ground?
I still do, and frequently.
Though i was supposed to be given the key to unlock this chain months ago.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Monday, 23 November 2009
00:13
As the vehicle passed by the religious convent, some images flashed and then surfaced slowly in his mind.
As he watched the images that were being shown to him, he couldn't help but feel immensely guilty. They were about him. About the time where he was just an insolent brat. In his mind's eye, he saw how he had critisized other's faith, how indulged he was in his conversation with his friend. There and then, he made a mockery out of people's beliefs, asserting his own values on others.
He saw to his horror, what he had not seen before, that around him were his friends of the religion he was making fun of. They listened but added no comment of their own.
He saw then, that not until he had gone overboard that his girlfriend nudged him and insisted him to stop.
During that time, he was quick to realise his mistake and apologised to those around him. Accepted his apology did his friends, close friends for that matter, but nobody knew the extent to which the brat had hurt them.
Now he realised.
Just then, the sun's rays shone directly into his eyes. He couldn't help but wince and pretend to look at the passing scenery.
Sian, yesterday just 好不容易 drop PSR to 1.4k, now rise back to 1.5k again ._.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Saturday, 21 November 2009
23:16
HON PSR OFFICALLY 1490.
Finally drop to 1.4k, now can only join noob games :)
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Friday, 20 November 2009
23:08
In life,
There will be ups
and there will be downs.
It doesn't have to be real tough, like losing a job, a friend, a family member
Neither does it have to be real pleasant, like getting a friend or as such.
Nevertheless, these alternate experiences are what make life more thrilling.
So do not be too bothered with them and live life as it comes.
*Those who commit suicide really don't know how to live.*
My current life involves a really admirable attitude.
You could call it Utterly slack.
I'm lived through the worst drop in my gaming life today. If you had read the previous posts, remember that i had been winning.
So TODAY, i teamed up with a whole lot of noobs and lost at least 5 games in a row. Of course, once my team was at the disadvantage, i became too lazy to care and "The Laziness Of Playing" symptom took over.
Really planning to go out tomorrow, but we'll see whether my laziness to walk takes over.
Bored---Nw it' n' slp' bye.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Yesterday was like an ultimate time waster.
Travelled all the way to THERE. Ended up, that event wasn't compulsory. If we didn't FEEL like going, it was alright, SINCE they're going to send it to our school anyway.
Some schools had many people attending but couldn't attend because they didn't "register" their names beforehand.
Since the event was so loose, why bother to register names?
1. It wasted our time.
2. It wasted my Hair.
If it wasn't for this, I would have dyed my hair since last week. Then this week, i could have did it again, and my hair would really turn solid ash.
Anyways, black hair is really tough to turn solid ash completely. So on my attempt at this:
My hair become something like this, though mine is much, much cooler. It shines when light falls on it like real metal. 
If i were to dye it again next week, it would probably turn solid ash already, since my hair colour is really light. Nevertheless, my hair now is kind of cool, so i'm in a dilemma.
Yesterday played h.o.n myself in the morning. Used scout, which is editted version of bounty hunter in dota, and my score was: 19 : 2 : 25
Means theres no problem with my killing skills, there's just too many ksers stealing the kills from my support hero.
Darn those people online !
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
14:12
Distance between people.
No matter how you argue, no matter how you disagree-
There will always be distance between people.
Family Strangers Lovers
Let alone friends.
Nobody can be completely true to another, nobody can really understand the true extent of another's emotions.
Lying, are the people who say " I understand how you feel", nobody really understands, except oneself.
Ever heard of 掩耳盗铃？
One is liable to deceive himself. When one refuses to acknowledge reality, he changes it to a version which he readily accepts.
If the truth is what one believes in, and the false is what one does not-- There is no real truth and no real false. This line alone is a fallacy.
I believe--The truth is what really happened, the false is what really didn't happen. Happen or not, everybody perceives things really differently, so a recount of an event that occurred really is just an account of what one believes in.
True and False, can we really tell the difference now,
can we?
Many things that we share with people are false.
Lies.
So that is why the distance between people are increasing. Nobody really tells the truth all the time.
Friends-- I have many. Yet how true I am to them is really a question that cannot be answered.
If there is an answer, that is, it is ambiguous. And that answer, probably, would be sweetened up by me to appeal to your senses.
The distance between people, yes, that is something that decreases as we form bonds and make friends. Don't blame your friend if this gap between you never seems to close up, we all have our own reasons for remaining distant.
One may be keeping distant to preserve this friendship, he could be getting close enough to hurt you as well.
So,
Don't think that you know me really well friend, nor do i think that i know you really well.
That, is the distance between
you
and
me.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
11:20
Waking up at 5 isn't normal.
Feeling this cold isn't normal.
It's got to be an unusual day today, I know it.
When friends help you out, you thank them and move on.
Then you help them out without asking for returns.
I also told a lie so he doesn't feel bad about it. Is this how it should be?
If it is, i'm practising what i'm preaching.
I also smiled in gratitude at the workers cleaning up my table at the eatery. He smiled back.
This is all part of growing up.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Sunday, 15 November 2009
00:32
Hey,
today i did alot of things. Rather, it was yesterday that i did many things.
Well, I have this habit of waking up automatically every at around 7.34am. Its really weird. I would believe that most teenagers do not go along well with the idea of waking up early.
Nevertheless, i do.
Since i woke up at the usual time "this morning", i had time to waste. And so i did spend some time sourcing for Japanese Songs (mostly by Nana Mizuki), watch anime, play some games, before i left home to do something else.
On a side note-- the new dragonball game on ps3 is rather enjoyable. What impressed me most was the "What- If" Chapters that was included in the game because this chapter is a reflection of the endless possibilities of how an episode could end. Its interesting in the sense that: we get various points of view.
Likewise, I'm somebody that likes to ask "what if". What if i had not come to this school? What if at that certain point of life, i had done that but not this?
It is rather time-consuming and a tinge scary if you think about how different the path ahead of us would be. Despite this, its not all that bad to imagine.
Let your imagination run wild, sometimes.
Now, I'm listening to those japanese songs while i type my post. Its total relaxation if you'd ask me. I need this to calm myself-- so that i would be able to sleep later. Now, I'm feeling really exhausted but since I've played quite a few hours of computer games since i got back home earlier, my mind's racing and alert.
Regarding the games-- i've just play Combat Arms and Heroes of Newerth. Combat Arms is a simulation for L4D2 and CS. Get to fight zombies and humans alike. For Heroes of Newerth-- had been on a winning streak for quite some time. Though i would say, its my teammates that benefitted from the games most, i've just played a support role in bringing the team to victory.
For quite some time now, I've been playing so much support roles that i am starting to believe i play to give my teammates a push. Its not a bad feeling though, you'd feel like you're contributing a great deal. =]
Who wouldn't want to be the main character slashing and hacking through enemy lines? Yet, if we consider this, which main character doesn't charge ahead, believing that his comrades would follow ? Which main character would survive attacks to his blindspot if his teammate had not kept a watchful eye on his back?
Bringing today's post to a near-end (and away from games), i really like the msn webcam picture function now. Appreciated the opportunity to let imagination free.
Anyway, its getting real early now. So i should truly get going and log off.
Until Next Time.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
Friday, 13 November 2009
17:33
Hey~ I'm Back.
As you can see, I'm keeping my style.
Bishonen means Beautiful Youth （美少男）
Same as always, there's no tagboard. Reason being: This place is to fan my ego, NOT YOURS. No need to make yourself known. I know who comes and goes;
And who comes but does not leave.
The picture of Sora that used to hang around --> Corner, continues hanging around, though elsewhere.
I'm still figuring out some things but watch out for future posts ! =]
I RReeaallllyy want a Rosario -Vampire Season 3 to come out. (The Fabled Akashiya Moka)
Well, to start on the post, i decided to invigorate this place because of various reasons.
First, this is self-explanatory. Other than watching anime, going out to attend all kinds of stuff (Like reading, Librarying, Paktoring) , playing computer games with friends, spending time at home and honing various skills like cooking, I'm still left lots and lots.... of time.
Second, having a place to voice opinions isn't that bad at all, if we don't consider the criticisms i'm going to make.
Third, to keep in touch yeah ? Vacations not so healthy to the friend-friend relations if people don't have a common space to interact. Developing Common Space, Mmm Hmm.
Anyway, I'm not going to blog almost once per day, seven times a week, three hundred and sixty five and one-quarter times a year this time ( like i used to when i was really fanatic about this thing ). I'm trying to commit my thoughts somewhere. Hopefully after the new term starts the coming year, Lots of girls will start coming here EHehehehehehehehehe
The end of secondary life is yet again just the start of another daunting journey. I really have nothing to say now so i'm going to cook some rice.
So long for today, already spent a great amount of time looking for a skin i like ._.
Bye.
I've been having these weird thoughts lately;
like,
Is any of this for real, or not?
